Serious angst, need life advice, tl;dr?

My my you have a whole mess of things clogged up in your mind! Don't sufficate in a cup of water..You are still young... For now take a break and go out meet new people, have fun go out to a nightclub, fall in love(actually not)better fall in love with a cat or a puppy(personal experience( ''') go out and take a stroll at night smell the sweet breeze hitting your face in a beautiful still night under bright stars and forget about the world for a few hours(meditate) later you will begin seeing all the pieces of the the puzzle fall in the right position! So don't stress yourself now...Right now you are pretty saturated with a bunch of chaotic thoughts,nothing will turn out right if you don't give yourself a break first....:) It has happened to me T.C