Help , i want to be normal ?

Believe or not, statistics show bestiality ( what happened with the dog basically) is increasingly happening in the USA, primarily in the southern states. if what happened then and the sex toy incident bothers you, you can confess to a local preist. You don't have to be Catholic , an agnostic friend I had felt really bad about something she did and confessed to a priest. She felt better afterwards. Contrary to what media says, confessions are quite safe. Not all preists are perverts. And confessions are usually done in separate room,or a rectangular box shape (sorta like a porta potty) with a built in divider in the middle, and a tinted window ( or sometimes one made with wood or metal, with just small holes in it). Sometimes there is a bench to kneel on like in a pew, but often it has a chair. The preist sits in one on the opposite side ( you do not need to tell him your name. Sometimes they ask , but you don't have to say your last name. Also, he won't be able to see you ). Then you confess to whatever is bothering you . It is strictly confidential , and he cannot tell anyone as long as the confession does not involve murder. ( in such cases , accordingTao the law a priest would have to contact law enforcement and let them know ASAP . )